when I was DEEP in sin, and actively serving Satan, I hated God so much
that, if I could have, I would have destroyed EVERYTHING that God had
made; the universe, the world, myself and everyone on earth.
years before, the following dream, I watched a movie, on TV entitled,
"Warlock". This "warlock" was going around
collecting pages from a book that, when collected and recited, would bring
about the destruction of God's creation.
did I ever wish for a book like that...
night, in late 1992 (I think) I had the following dream. (It was
quite a lengthy dream but I will just give you the main parts.)
had gotten my hands on a book, like this, which contained seven pages.
at a podium I read the first page... the sky turned black
with thunder clouds; thunder and lighting all around.
read the second page... things got worst.
read the third, forth and fifth... by this time the whole face
of the earth was, pretty much, destroyed.
read the sixth page and the sky and clouds turned blood red, which
caused everything else to appear blood red. There was fire and
smoke everywhere and violent winds and lightning and thunder with
the smell of sulfur, in the air.
looked at the sky, and at the earth, and "took it all
in". I noticed that there was not one single person in sight. I looked back down, at the book, and was about to read
the seventh (and final) page when, out of the corner of my left eye,
I saw some movement.
looked toward it and saw that it was my sister trying to hide
behind a large bolder.
was crying and then I started to cry. I left the book on the
podium and ran towards her and grabbed her hand and said, "I'm
sorry, I'm sorry" and started running with her to find shelter.
then woke up... in more ways than one.
I did not become a Christian, at that time, my attitude towards destroying
God's creation started to changed.