In this month God gave back,
to me, some of the things that He "took away" and /or I gave up
for Him in July, August and September.
includes (but not limited to) my computer system... which is, now,
actually, a better system than before.
you God, for the use of your computer...
in this month:
God directed a lady to me for help with something that she was doing for
2004, she had gone through an ordeal in which she needed God's presence
and peace... and God delivered, in many ways. One way was through
her daily devotionals.
back, on September 21st, when, "I made a decision that no
one else would understand or agree with but, I knew, it was of God."
the Devil, however, did
not like the fact that I was willing to do ANYTHING for Jesus and he tried
everything, EVERY angle, to get me to reverse the “decision”… (The
night of October 21st
was one such occasion)
couple of times I, really, wanted to reverse the decision (and I thought
God was telling me to)… so I sought after God… but He said…
"No" and He told me, exactly, why it had to be…
I said, “OK Lord, I’ll stick to Your Word… until you tell me
and, now, you’re going to have to send an angel (or something)… with
word to me… if you, ever, want me to change it.”
End of Flashback =================================
night, in November, He didn’t send an Angel but… He did send a guy
that’s been dead for 20 years… And
I listened to him for an hour. The Message was very specific and close
to my situation but, not
quite, close enough for my liking...
next night… Another dead
guy… that’s been, also, dead for 20 years…
Pentecost himself…. David
were VERY OLD audio recordings of sermons by these, now
sleeping, pastors (not
the spirits of these people) that the Holy Spirit led me to, on the
message from David du Plessis was another hour-long sermon and it was…
all relevant to me and this situation in particular.
I reckoned the value of two dead pastors to be close enough to one
Angel… and I reversed the "decision".
God reused a line in a devotional, that he gave to this,
lady, and used this lady to, now, give it to me... And it read:
all that will be left is receiving His guidance.
none else will understand or agree with your decision –
you will have heard from the One who matters Most."
God... I have heard from the ONE WHO MATTERS MOST. And His
name is Jesus.
Each time (since September) I attended church (at testimony
time) I, really, want to give a testimony... most times I am too nervous
and I end up putting it off until its to late.
night was no different. Just when the Junior Pastor (who was
ministering to the congregation with music between testimonies) said that
he was going to sing one more song, before he past the service over to the
Senior Pastor, I was, almost, to me feet and was going to say, "Wait
Pastor, I have a testimony" and I was going to give the testimony of
I was, then, going to request the song that the testimony 'centered'
around when I concluded... "Fairest Lord Jesus" which
contains the line, "My Jesus shines brighter".
I never... And he started to sing... And the song that he sang
(the one that he, later, told me that he "was led, by the Lord,
to sing") was (you guest it)... "Fairest Lord Jesus".
though my flesh was weak, and I did not get up to testify of His greatness
(as I had wanted)... He took pity on me and continued to bless me.
Jesus is the fairest and He does shine brighter than anything... He
can be yours, as well.